Loved and appreciated your post Rusco! Something personal, about you and where you are at and asking about how we all feel at the moment..
I would say: Don't get me started;-) My life is constant change, because i chose to and right now so many things are happening, i don't know where i am, but i feel good.
I'm unemployed at the moment, quit my job kind of in March, thought i would buy an Irish Pub in the valleys of Green and Grey, but everything changed again then and since september im a neighbour to my parents house, where my sister lives, who has just brought her husband into a mental hospital because of a drug problem. I'm thinking Turn Away, but it is not as bad as it sounds, just had a very good talk with her.
I don't know what's going to happen. I love life, I love the World and fear is the only enemy that i still know...
Was good to read that you wanted to change something about your job and used your countrys offerings to orientate yourself again, i did that too some years ago. Quit that job then too and started a new profession. From working in the media business to become a chef. But hell, i hate working for something or somebody just to get the money and not feel at the right place. But we all do, don't we? So it is not that bad.
But from high on the high hills it all looks like nothing
To sum it up where i am right now and how i feel...(and i think it will always be this way..):
How we all dance with this fire 'cause it's all that we know
And as the spotlight turns toward us, we all try our best to show
We are lost we are freaks, we are crippled, we are weak
We are the heirs, we are the true heirs, to all the world