Your Vengeance

[Rusco]

I am rather more to trying to find a balance with forgiving nowadays. It's always been some kind of a character with me. There are people and friends who think I'm a fool because I don't hurry with answering to idiots that sometimes test me.

I know people that I've hated and still have the same feeling. I think that I can get over it. But they can't get over their own negativeness. So ain't it they who have something to loose? They just can't realise there are people out there who has a life. A real life.

[Anna Woman von NRW]

I am rather more to trying to find a balance with forgiving nowadays. It's always been some kind of a character with me. There are people and friends who think I'm a fool because I don't hurry with answering to idiots that sometimes test me.

I know people that I've hated and still have the same feeling. I think that I can get over it. But they can't get over their own negativeness. So ain't it they who have something to loose? They just can't realise there are people out there who has a life. A real life.

There's truth in those words Rusco and I think that by and large it's how I approach my life. Carrying around anger and negativity is a very heavy weight and stunts us as individuals. It ain't healthy 

But sometimes even after the emotion has gone, the fact remains that natural justice demands Vengeance and I think it's actually healthy to acknowledge that. There's some from my past that really do deserve an arrow in the throat but if I walked past them in the street they simply wouldn't exist to me.

Equally some individuals are so vile/barbaric/murderous/.... oh choose your own demon................ that they deserve Vengeance NOW  For instance, personally I would consider it my duty to put an arrow in the head of the fuckingcunts who push Gay men off the top of the walls of a tower in the middle east if I ever get the chance rather than just do it to a picture.

I think it's just the yin & yang, black & white, X & Y nature of the world - balance. Anyway, every now and then I try to inject some positivity into this place but basically we're all just a bunch of Grim Northern Bastards.

 

[Rusco]

Quite often the wankers out there think they know how do the people think and what kind of persons they are. I mean the people that they've despised. But after all, no one can't see in to the minds of others of course. That would be underestimating and belittling other's abilities. But most of us do it sometimes, right? I agree with that.

I have my own demons too and I'm aware they think I'm a worthless scum, useful idiot, ugly, poor, stupid, and someone to be suspicious about.

I've seen they think that way about many others too. The society is full of people they hate and despise.

But in the end, they'll learn nothing new as they've built their own order of society in their little minds.

[Anna Woman von NRW]

Hey Rusco - I ever tell you that I used to work for a Finnish company: UPM

Anyway....

Yes we all have to make quick judgements about others every day, mostly they are about fairly everyday things but a lot of people do seem to assume a certain life story based on immediate perception which somehow sets like concrete. These pricks ain't even worth noticing and as you rightly say nobody and nothing will make them see things a different way. To all intents and purposes - these people are irrelevant.

Actions though are a different thing. And we are all responsible for our own. And if the dictates of Natural Justice state that one of my actions deserve Vengeance then I just have to "Man Up"  and take it. I accept that and so have no problem calling out others who deserve it.

Surely there must be someone(something) that you feel deserves Vengeance?

 

[Pol]

Sir Stephen House - Chief constable of police Scotland
For his controversial stop and search policy especially of children and putting more armed police on the street.

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stephen_House

[Rusco]

Surely there must be someone(something) that you feel deserves Vengeance?

Sure. Con men who cheat by selling houses that are built wrong way and flee away with the money... Narcissistic bosses who treat the workers like shit and still expect to be adored heroes to bow down with.

But I don't want to get swamped with thinking about avenging something in despair. If you think that's the only thing that is left, you've given it up already. I think the best way with finding solutions is in the middle. Often you have to see in all directions that you can make decisions.

Well, now I sound a way too serious about things but I'm not that kind of person. I just like to find deeper meanings behind the things.

Yea, I know the UPM. It's the biggest forestry company in Finland. They've reached all over the world and not always in good scenes. They're one of the names felling down the Amazons jungle and exceeded in to far east too... But yeah, if you explore a history about forest companies in Finland you can find their name included as well as Enso Gutzeit in long gone past hundreds of years ago.

*Hugs*